Another week had gone by, and it has been a week of mixed feelings for me, but the worst
feeling of all was, depression. Nonetheless, life still has to go on. Though i may look happy, cheerful and all , but deep inside me, the blood that oozes out from the wound in my heart is still fresh and is currently in the state of recuperating. Everthing happens for a reason and i believe that something good wil come from all that is happening to me. I believe He knows what's best for me and in Him i have faith. For it is only with Allah's love that you, me and others were created. In reality the level of our understanding and appreciation of one another depends on how well we recognize the qualities and riches that each person possesses. Things that we once love and, InsyaAllah, will continue to love were also created by Him. May Allah forgive us all for our sins and guide us to the path leading to Him.
Subhanallah! Looking things on the brighter side, i'm now spending more time with my family, friends, kewlness brothers and kewlness sisters doing lots of activities together. They are just like the sea, washing all my worries and unhappiness away! Thank You!
THURSDAY
Just last thursday, i went to the mosque at night to help out in the Nasi Ambeng Amal preparations and met up with Daeng. Been so long since i last met him. Surprisingly, other boys came, Salam, Sofyan, Muhammad, Iskandar, Khairul came too..... initially i thought of going back at 2 am, instead i went back at 4am. hehehehe.
FRIDAY
I went home at 4am, slept till 630am, woke up for Subuh, then continue to sleep till 8am. Went back to the mosque at 830am to help the volunteers doing packing for Nasi Ambeng. Had a meeting with Aminur at 12noon in the mosque on certain project issues. Then i perform my Friday prayers before heading home at 4pm.
At 930pm, went over to Daeng's place to pick him and Salam up. The 3 of us are going FISHING!! Gosh, its been 3months! when i last went fishing...... hehehe, we stop by Changi Village to get our baits, tid-bits, drinks and some other fishing supplies. ;) We caught around 7 fish and 1 OCTOPUS! hehehe, that thing sure do surprise us! Octopus kerper! tak pernah pernah dapat!
SATURDAY
I promised to meet up with the Zahra girls for a meeting to discuss on certain issues regarding the organisations' direction, mission and vision statement, June holidays projects and such. We suppose to meet up at Hougang Mall at 1pm, but end up some people had to come at 2.30pm and SOMEONE last minute cant make it, busy packing some stuff at home! hahah! Never mind its ok, we'll meet again some other time ok. So its only the 4 of us, Ayu, Syaheerah, Dee and myself. I must say we had a good meeting, came out with a few things, and the girls will follow up from there. Next Time, korang pula belanja eh! hehehehehehe
After that, rush back home to fetch mum, went marketing with her at Heartland Mall, before we head home at 6pm.
SUNDAY
Someone msg me the other night to ask me out for a breakfast and movie date. Well, i'm so sorry lah eh cant make it..... i ada kenduri lah. I know that its been like years since we last met kan! 3 years maybe! hehehehe, sure sure, i will meet you one of these days, btw its your treat ok, u promised! i will remember that! in actual fact u promised me 3 movies ok! i'm kind enough to bring it down to a meal and one movie. hehehehehe. Oklah, i belanja u satu fries ajerlah ok.
So there you go...... Thats what i've been doing for the past week....... Huh? Where's the sad story? Nah...... Not going to tell you..... its pointless.... Just continue to pray for my well-being alright. Take Care everyone!
feeling of all was, depression. Nonetheless, life still has to go on. Though i may look happy, cheerful and all , but deep inside me, the blood that oozes out from the wound in my heart is still fresh and is currently in the state of recuperating. Everthing happens for a reason and i believe that something good wil come from all that is happening to me. I believe He knows what's best for me and in Him i have faith. For it is only with Allah's love that you, me and others were created. In reality the level of our understanding and appreciation of one another depends on how well we recognize the qualities and riches that each person possesses. Things that we once love and, InsyaAllah, will continue to love were also created by Him. May Allah forgive us all for our sins and guide us to the path leading to Him.
Subhanallah! Looking things on the brighter side, i'm now spending more time with my family, friends, kewlness brothers and kewlness sisters doing lots of activities together. They are just like the sea, washing all my worries and unhappiness away! Thank You!
THURSDAY
Just last thursday, i went to the mosque at night to help out in the Nasi Ambeng Amal preparations and met up with Daeng. Been so long since i last met him. Surprisingly, other boys came, Salam, Sofyan, Muhammad, Iskandar, Khairul came too..... initially i thought of going back at 2 am, instead i went back at 4am. hehehehe.
FRIDAY
I went home at 4am, slept till 630am, woke up for Subuh, then continue to sleep till 8am. Went back to the mosque at 830am to help the volunteers doing packing for Nasi Ambeng. Had a meeting with Aminur at 12noon in the mosque on certain project issues. Then i perform my Friday prayers before heading home at 4pm.
At 930pm, went over to Daeng's place to pick him and Salam up. The 3 of us are going FISHING!! Gosh, its been 3months! when i last went fishing...... hehehe, we stop by Changi Village to get our baits, tid-bits, drinks and some other fishing supplies. ;) We caught around 7 fish and 1 OCTOPUS! hehehe, that thing sure do surprise us! Octopus kerper! tak pernah pernah dapat!
SATURDAY
I promised to meet up with the Zahra girls for a meeting to discuss on certain issues regarding the organisations' direction, mission and vision statement, June holidays projects and such. We suppose to meet up at Hougang Mall at 1pm, but end up some people had to come at 2.30pm and SOMEONE last minute cant make it, busy packing some stuff at home! hahah! Never mind its ok, we'll meet again some other time ok. So its only the 4 of us, Ayu, Syaheerah, Dee and myself. I must say we had a good meeting, came out with a few things, and the girls will follow up from there. Next Time, korang pula belanja eh! hehehehehehe
After that, rush back home to fetch mum, went marketing with her at Heartland Mall, before we head home at 6pm.
SUNDAY
Someone msg me the other night to ask me out for a breakfast and movie date. Well, i'm so sorry lah eh cant make it..... i ada kenduri lah. I know that its been like years since we last met kan! 3 years maybe! hehehehe, sure sure, i will meet you one of these days, btw its your treat ok, u promised! i will remember that! in actual fact u promised me 3 movies ok! i'm kind enough to bring it down to a meal and one movie. hehehehehe. Oklah, i belanja u satu fries ajerlah ok.
So there you go...... Thats what i've been doing for the past week....... Huh? Where's the sad story? Nah...... Not going to tell you..... its pointless.... Just continue to pray for my well-being alright. Take Care everyone!
"At the very beginning, everything seemed as if it could last till the very end. However, sad to say, it should had actually ended at the very beginning."
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