Some of you might be wondering, where have i been, what happened to me, whats wrong.... Well friends, let me apologise for not updating my blog after such a long time.... i'm still around, wandering around and been doing lots of thinking and such....... Dont worry, Alhamdulillah i'm fine now, thanks for your concerns, dua and advice......
What Happened?
Shadows and dark clouds have been covering my mind this few months that again I find myself lost in a sea of uncertainties and confusion. Yes I admit that I’m not being myself this few months, I am feeling down, lots of things going on in my mind and I just need some time to sort things out. For those who have felt the coldness treatment from me, I’m so sorry. It wasn’t intentional. I kept asking where I have gone wrong… After all the things we’ve gone thru, it’s sad to see that things has to be this way. Things are hanging on a burning rope, and for now, it is still burning, and I hope something or someone can come and help to put off the fire. Alhamdulillah, with help and dua from my family and friends I felt better now. Though things still seem unsettled and unsure, I’m still holding on strong as I believe that something good will come from all this tribulations. I will wait and continue praying and hope things will turn out well for us.
Looking on a brighter side, I’m now very tight on my schedule, keeping myself busy and occupied I guess. J On every Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays night, I’ll be busy working out in the gym for 1.5hours, yes you heard me alright, I’ve been keeping it low all this while, only a few knew about this. I’ve paid for a Physical Instructor service, who is also my secondary school mate, and he will be guiding me towards getting my ideal weight for the next 5 months. Believe it or not, I’ve lost 11kg in just 5 weeks! Absolute Kewlness!! I’m into my 6th week now, 24 weeks in total. Most of my colleagues at work notice the change in me, even though I don’t realize it myself, probably its becoz I still look big. Hehehe. No matter what, I believe I’ll be able to do this!
Yes it’s torturing, yes my whole body is aching, and yes I cried at times, I’m just too tired and I did faint once. Why am I doing this? There’s 3 reasons.
Looking on a brighter side, I’m now very tight on my schedule, keeping myself busy and occupied I guess. J On every Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays night, I’ll be busy working out in the gym for 1.5hours, yes you heard me alright, I’ve been keeping it low all this while, only a few knew about this. I’ve paid for a Physical Instructor service, who is also my secondary school mate, and he will be guiding me towards getting my ideal weight for the next 5 months. Believe it or not, I’ve lost 11kg in just 5 weeks! Absolute Kewlness!! I’m into my 6th week now, 24 weeks in total. Most of my colleagues at work notice the change in me, even though I don’t realize it myself, probably its becoz I still look big. Hehehe. No matter what, I believe I’ll be able to do this!
Yes it’s torturing, yes my whole body is aching, and yes I cried at times, I’m just too tired and I did faint once. Why am I doing this? There’s 3 reasons.
1st:For me
2nd:Allah knows who
3rd:For my own future.
I really hope i can go through this coming 5 months......
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