My Dear Sister's 22nd Birthday

Candid Picture of Siblings

After such a very long time, finally i got some time to go out wif my mum and sis. Today marks my sister's 22nd birthday. Hmmm dah tua pun..... Take good care of yourself, and be happy always. Since it was my off day today, we went out for lunch at Sakura Buffet Downtown East. Here goes...... Niat nak belanja... Mak bayarkan pula...... nilah dikatakan rezki.... ehehhehehehe :)

A man with a big heart and pink health

Youth Camp 2009

YOUTH CAMP 2009

Finally, after long hours of picture editing, i can now update my blog about the Youth Camp i went last weekend. Despite the last minute planning and organising of the project, i must say, the project team did a wonderful job and you deserve a round of applause. It just shows that, no one works alone, we do things together, if we fail we fail together, if we succeed, we succeed together. Thats the spirit of brotherhood and teamwork. Not forgetting! What is a camp without its participants! its Kewl and energetic participants! (someone must be saying 'duh') You guys simply completes everything about the camp and made my experience throughout the 3D2N a memorable one. What can i say about the camp? The camp was simple yet interesting, lots of surprises to some, unpredictable, lots of knowledge gained, lots of sharing, teamwork, coordination and last but not least, FUN! Loads of it! Enough said, let the pictures do the story telling alright.......

(please take note that there's over 300 pictures in total craziness , just select the best few here, if you want to see more, its in my Facebook Account! kewlness.......)

The 3 guys that is responsible for the ups and downs of the camp.

Ustaz Hanafi, Brother Ridzuan & Ustaz Md Noor

Ustaz Hanafi is the Youth Development Officer the main i/c of the camp.

Congratulations Bros!

(i heard someone calling us Eviiiiillllll)

Styleness Brothers

(brothers from Azam, Al-Fataa and mosque staffs, all together as one)

Anwar: Very cheerful and jovial guy, a gr8 listener and give good advice too, bro if its the good things that you are doing in your life, go ahead and do it, dont get obstructed by other people's criticsm. i believe u can!
Fadhil: Very observant, very friendly and outgoing personality. More things coming to you in future, be strong mentally.... i believe you can achieve great heights in future.
Firhan: I see potential of a great leader in you. be focused.... u'll have a bright future.
Haikal: Very sporty, very lively, smile a lot too........ gr8 person to hang out wif....
Khairul: Bro, u are mysterious, your smile tells a thousand unknown stories.... hehehe, you are a good guy.
Azhar: Love to laugh, love to tease... open yourself to what may come to you, NS life, wud be an eye opener.
Kamsani: "Muhammad saya Kamsani" are u confused? split personality? hehehe. Kam, gr8 guy, very polite.
Shazwan: The cool guy, relax ajer, man of principles i must say.......
Hafiz: Bro relax and take a breather, dont grow up to fast, take one step at a time.... see, listen and learn. funny guy and cheers everyone around him too.
Shahrul: Hehehe, despite you age, Alhamdulillah you can blend in well with us all.
Ridhwan: Tell me if you have completed writing your nasyid song alright. Gr8 potential too.

My advise before we meet again:

Guys, we have great responsibilities in this life:

1) To ourself 2) To our family and in-laws(when married) 3) To the community

Therefore, in whatever things that you do in future, remind yourself of this responsibilities and work towards it, and always be reminded of our true purpose in life. Be reminded of our purpose being vicegerents in this world.

Humans are social creatures by nature, always in need of friends and companions. Most of our lives depend on interaction with others. Strong individuals are the core of a strong community, something that we Muslims should always strive for. So it’s important for these strong individuals to remain strong and united hoping in return others would follow their footsteps and be strong as well.

In an authentic Hadith, Prophet Muhammas (pbuh) said: "Man is influenced by the faith of his friends. Therefore, be careful of whom you associate with."


Alhamdulillah, i'm glad we've met, till we meet again.

Kewlness Sisters

(sisters from Az-Zahra, madrasah and mosque staff, all together as one)

Hidayah (Hid): Kewlness girl always, keep on smiling, be strong and wise, you'll be a great leader.
Diana (Dee): I will remember you as a makcik kampung, with your cheerfullness and all. Keep it going.
Hannah: Hahaha, dont cry over the X&Y game, i believe you learnt a lot from this camp. U are a bright girl!
Syahira: Smiling all the time, good, keep that sunnah going always, you are cool.. a good listener..
Sakinah(Keen): Hope u have recovered; (sakitkan?), very nice and cheerful, pity that you are down with flu.
Haziqah: You are quiet, reserve, but i believe there's more in u that we'll soon find out. Nice and petite girl.
Hirdaayu (Ayu): I will remember you with that batik pants, very traditional! hehe A very good fren.

Finally, all i wanna say to u gals..... believe in yourself... and you'll soon find that potential in you. Each of you have your own speciality or capabilities that only you'll soon find out. However, this x-factor that each of you has, make full use of it, for yourself and to others. Rememeber, no one walks alone, we need each other to support us, remind us and do great things together. InsyaAllah........

Alhamdulillah, i'm glad we've met, till we meet again.

People with funny faces (cute as usual *ehemz*)

We went through so many activities throughout the camp, FEAR, X&Y Game, VolleyWaterBomb, NightWalk, BBQ, Party Games, Life Stories sharing session, we had our solat tahhajjud, solat hajat and solat tasbih together. All in all i must say its a complete camp which covers everything from physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. The participant had their hands on preparing their own breakfast and lunch, using mess tin and solid fuels. Alhamdulillah, all thanks to the Almighty for making this camp a success. Thanks to everyone.

Forget me not in you Duas......

In another Hadith, Prophet Mohammad (pbuh) said: "The example of a good companion and a bad companion is like that of the seller of musk, and the one who blows the blacksmith's bellows. So as for the seller of musk then either he will grant you some, or you buy some from him, or at least you enjoy a pleasant smell from him. As for the one who blows the blacksmith's bellows then either he will burn your clothes or you will get an offensive smell from him."

Where have i been?

Some of you might be wondering, where have i been, what happened to me, whats wrong.... Well friends, let me apologise for not updating my blog after such a long time.... i'm still around, wandering around and been doing lots of thinking and such....... Dont worry, Alhamdulillah i'm fine now, thanks for your concerns, dua and advice......

What Happened?

Shadows and dark clouds have been covering my mind this few months that again I find myself lost in a sea of uncertainties and confusion. Yes I admit that I’m not being myself this few months, I am feeling down, lots of things going on in my mind and I just need some time to sort things out. For those who have felt the coldness treatment from me, I’m so sorry. It wasn’t intentional. I kept asking where I have gone wrong… After all the things we’ve gone thru, it’s sad to see that things has to be this way. Things are hanging on a burning rope, and for now, it is still burning, and I hope something or someone can come and help to put off the fire. Alhamdulillah, with help and dua from my family and friends I felt better now. Though things still seem unsettled and unsure, I’m still holding on strong as I believe that something good will come from all this tribulations. I will wait and continue praying and hope things will turn out well for us.

Looking on a brighter side, I’m now very tight on my schedule, keeping myself busy and occupied I guess. J On every Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays night, I’ll be busy working out in the gym for 1.5hours, yes you heard me alright, I’ve been keeping it low all this while, only a few knew about this. I’ve paid for a Physical Instructor service, who is also my secondary school mate, and he will be guiding me towards getting my ideal weight for the next 5 months. Believe it or not, I’ve lost 11kg in just 5 weeks! Absolute Kewlness!! I’m into my 6th week now, 24 weeks in total. Most of my colleagues at work notice the change in me, even though I don’t realize it myself, probably its becoz I still look big. Hehehe. No matter what, I believe I’ll be able to do this!

Yes it’s torturing, yes my whole body is aching, and yes I cried at times, I’m just too tired and I did faint once. Why am I doing this? There’s 3 reasons.

1st:For me

2nd:Allah knows who

3rd:For my own future.

I really hope i can go through this coming 5 months......